1. 4 of Rods- well established home and financial life. A satisfying partnership. Harmony and Romance.
2. King of Rods- A fair blue eyed man, a father figure, a married man with family, one who is wise educated and intelligent. mature and noble.
3. Ace of Swords- The start of a struggle in aid of a good cause, Power, Success, Prosperity, Fertility.
4. 5 of Cauldrons- Preoccupation with misfortune and regret. Disappointment. No true love in marriage. Imperfection.
5. Ace of Pentacles- Spiritual blessings bestowed in the material world. Riches. Attainment. Ecstasy. Bliss.
6. Temptation- (the devil), Greed, lust, perversion, the left handed path, violence, malevolence, temptation, self-destruction, bad temper.
7. Page of Swords- an active dark haired brown eyed boy or girl. a student or member of an institution, someone young, messenger, perception, vigilance.
8. Fool- Adventurous quest, a choice of possibilities, thoughtlessness or foolhardiness, lack of attention to detail. naivete.
9. 8 of Swords- A lack of confidence producing a feeling of self imprisonment. Restriction. Crisis.
10. Page of Cauldrons- A young man or girl with light brown hair. a quiet intelligent youth. one who is studious and meditative. talented in the arts. and offer of service, the bearer of news.
Okay.... The first card reflects the mood surrounding me. I made no specific question, just did a general draw this time to see if it would match. I am in fact in a happy relationship with a good home life, currently building up to financial stability. The second card crosses me- opposing forces to the question or situation. This is funny, because it is a really good description of Andrew, my fiance. blonde hair, blue eyes, mature and responsible, father of my baby, educated.
Third card is above me, expressing my ideal wish in relation to the question. We have proven that i am most certainly fertile.... and we are trying to work towards a successful and prosperous life. (but doesnt everyone?) The fourth card indicates the foundation of the subject under discussion- AND it does hit home. I have been a sad sack for weeks now. I have been a depressive anxious heap of worry over everything, thinking about the past and feeling generally abandoned and alone.
Fifth Card represents the past.- Pretty much, i felt at ease and happy. Things were in good order for me. This could also point to said pregnancy- materializing a spiritual blessing. The sixth card represents the future.- And self-destruction and a bad temper about covers it. I have been in a foul mood for weeks. i have taken it out on others and slowly withdrawn myself from social interaction because i did not fit in with the crowd, as an expecting mother.
The seventh card is the answer to the question- which i am unsure of. Someone i know that is a student? I should be more perceptive and vigilant, and i suppose i do fit the description to a certain degree. I am planning on going back to school as well. Or maybe it is someone i havent met yet.
The eighth card is helpful influences. Maybe i have not been paying attention like i should. And perhaps i am being naive in a way over how i think things should go. i have been wrapped up in my own little world lately.
The ninth card is a description of my personality- and it is dead on to how i have been feeling lately. thanks cards for throwing it in my face....
Finally- the tenth card is the conclusion to be made by the reading- maybe i will get some news or someone will offer to help me with something i have been having a hard time with lately.
so... that is it for now. I will think on it and see if i can put something together later on, though i sort of feel as though it was self explanatory as to how self destructive and down right messy i have been lately. I havent been easy to get along with. And perhaps it is time i had an attitude adjustment and a new dose of reality. Andrew is a good man and he is being so supportive. Maybe i have been insensitive.
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